well as most know Ryan and I are embarking on a interested journey, and well its more like I am- and I'm already halfway through it.... the police academy.
which seriously? i never would have done anything like this normally because well, its just not me. or thats what i thought when i came into the program. I thought we were just being taught to keep people inline and do what they are supposed to do and take away the freedoms that these people once had before they turned into criminals. and well that's all kinda not what i would have figured i would want to do. fast forward 2 months and i love this , i seriously love it. learning how to help these people who have given up on everything that there are other ways for them to change and turn their lives around. I never would have thought that i would have found a job that i love in corrections but i have.
anyway after that lovely little rant i think i've learned and changed a lot since i've spent the past two months away from my husband, and dog, and my family. i guess it made me realized how blessed i am. i have the worlds greatest husband, my dog- well he's got his moments, and my family is the best part. so much in the fact that i cant wait to start our own family, ryan, pugsy, and me. don't get me wrong i love it just being the 2+1 of us but i cant wait for it to be the 2+1+1 of us. i look forward to having kids every day when i wake up. and i am so much so looking forward to making breakfasts, and packing lunches, and helping with homework. I cant wait!
but then i look at the life i live day to day, and i love our random trips to arizona, or weekends in nevada, or just doing whatever on a whim. and im not quite ready to give that up yet, or atleast i keep telling myself that.
anyway on a good note... I GRADUATE DEC 14. :) so i am so so so ready to finally be HOME.
ps. changed my google email, so all you amazing people with private blogs- invite me! dakota.frandsen@gmail.com
love you all :)
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