Stress.

So if you know about my life it's been pretty crazy lately. My parents are gone to draper monday-friday for training at the prison and we've reached about the half way point. That means ryan and i have been proud parents to 3 children; 2- 14 year olds and a 6 year old. It's stressful, i don't know how people do it- and on top of it all i've had 17 credit hours this past semester. 18 currently for summer- and i have to take kids to school, bring them cheer clothes, make sure they have money for lunch, pick them up from school, take them to sports activities, make sure homework is done, cook dinner, and keep my house semi- presentable. Let's just say i have a new respect for mothers. I don't know if i could have done it alone really, ryan has been the best husband and partner through all of this and i am so greatful. Well at this glorious half way point - my appendix decides it is sick of living in my body and wants to come out.. NOW. so i spent 5 days in the hospital up at utah valley and if i ever have to go there again i would rather drive an extra 30 minutes to somewhere else. It wash horrible to say the least. But after that fiasco my appendix is gone- so my stomach starts to want attention too. after more tests and more days at the hospital i find out i have ulcers, well baby ulcers... and 6 of them. so now i'm nauseous 24/7 sore from surgery, and stressed from school and taking care of children that i just might explode.

We've been married a little under 3 months and already have seen a little peak into our future, and i can be completely honest when i say i can't wait....but it is sure allowed to take it's time getting here. :)

anyway i really should get out of bed or something...